~MY~ Abuse Sticker

FINALLY FREE FROM THE HURTFUL WORDS.... I AM HOPING IF I COULD REACH ONE PERSON BE IT MAN OR WOMAN WITH WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT VERBAL ABUSE TOWARDS YOUR LOVER, YOUR WIFE, YOUR PARENTS AND MOST OF ALL TOWARDS YOUR CHILDREN...THEN AT LEAST I HAVE HAD THE CHANCE TO SAVE ANOTHER FROM THE SCARS THAT IT LEAVES BEHIND...PEOPLE THINK WORDS CAN'T SCAR BUT LET ME TELL YOU THEY SURE CAN..I LIVED 17 YEARS WITH A MAN THAT I HAD LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL...I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE THE BEST HUSBAND AND FATHER BUT I WAS WRONG. I STAYED WITH HIM FOR 18 YEARS AND 17 YEARS WE WHERE MARRIED...I KEPT HOPING BEYOND HOPE THAT HE WOULD CHANGE TO BE THE MAN I MET THAT FIRST NIGHT..SO LOVING, SO CARING, ALL LOVING WORDS..BUT ONCE I BECAME PREGNANT WITH HIS FIRST BORN MY 2ND BORN..HE CHANGED AND SO DID I..I CHANGED HOW I FELT ABOUT MYSELF THE MORE HE TOLD ME I WAS NO GOOD, STUPID, UGLY, FAT , A , AND SO MUCH MORE.. I BELIEVED EVERY WORD THAT SPEWED FROM HIS LIPS...THE MORE I WOULD LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SAY HE IS RIGHT. I AM ALL HE SAYS I AM..I LOST THE WOMAN I WAS BEFORE I MET HIM..I LEFT HIM AND CAME BACK EVERY TIME HE WOULD SAY HE WAS SORRY. HE DID NOT MEAN THEM HE WAS JUST WORRIED , AFRAID ON WHAT WAS GOING ON IN OUR LIFE AT THAT TIME..I ALWAYS FORGAVE HIM AND FELT HE WAS RIGHT THAT IS WAY....AS OUR CHILDREN STARTED GETTING OLDER.. THE MORE I COULD SEE THAT THIS IS NOT A HOME IT IS A HELL HOUSE FOR ME AND MY CHILDREN...HE WOULD CALL THEM STUPID, RETARDED, NO F***G GOOD, CRACK BABIES, BASTARDS, KEPT US UP SO MANY NIGHTS AND SAID THINGS CHILDREN SHOULD NOT HEAR FROM THEIR FATHER'S LIPS...AS A MOTHER IT HAS KILLED ME INSIDE AND I BLAME MYSELF FOR STAYING.. CAUSE THEN MY CHILDREN WOULD NEVER HAD TO HEAR OR SEE WHAT THEY HAVE...BUT I STAYED BECAUSE I BECAME DISABLED DUE TO A CAR ACCIDENT, HOW WILL I PROVIDE FOR THEM ? I WAS AFRAID, I WAS SCARED BUT I KNEW I HAD TO GET THEM AWAY FROM THIS HELL I HAD CAUSED..I PRAYED AND I PRAYED...AND MY PRAYERS WHERE ANSWERED..I ALWAYS HAD A LOVING SUPPORTING FAMILY BUT WHAT I WAS MISSING WAS FRIENDS..CAUSE THE MAN I MARRIED DID NOT LIKE ME HAVING FRIENDS..HE DID NOT LIKE ANYONE THAT WAS CLOSE TO ME..BUT ALMOST 4 YEARS AGO GOD BROUGHT ME TO A COMPUTER AND I FOUND FRIENDS..IN REAL AND ON HERE..I HAVE GROWN STRONG IN THE PAST 4 YEARS.. I STARTED FINDING ME AGAIN WHO I WAS BEFORE HIM A STRONG WOMAN THAT KNEW I WAS NOT EVERYTHING HE SAID I WAS..I CAN'T SAY I AM COMPLETELY BACK TO ME YET BUT I AM GETTING THERE EVERY DAY...BUT FINALLY THANKSGIVING EVE I HAD ENOUGH OF HIS WORDS..AS HE WAS YELLING ALL I COULD HEAR WAS MY CHILDREN'S VOICE SAYING WHY MOMMY DOES DADDY HATE ME, AM I FAT MOMMY, AM I STUPID MOMMY, AM I NO GOOD MOMMY, AM I NOTHING MOMMY..I PICKED UP THE PHONE AND CALLED THE POLICE..I FINALLY DID WHAT WAS RIGHT FOR MY CHILDREN..I AM STILL SCARED BUT GOD HAS BROUGHT ME SO MANY GREAT ANGELS INTO MY LIFE TO HELP ME AND MY CHILDREN ALONG DURING THIS TIME..ITS ONLY BEEN A MONTH AND HALF SINCE THAT DAY..BUT MY CHILDREN ARE SMILING ONCE AGAIN, AND RUNNING AROUND BEING CHILDREN NO MORE CLOSED DOORS, NO MORE FEAR WHAT MOOD HE WILL BE IN TODAY, WE CAN FINALLY SLEEP AND BEST OF ALL THE QUESTIONS THEY ASK ME NOW IS WHAT U THINK MOMMY AND I LOOK AT THEM AND SAY I THINK YOU ARE SO SMART, SO HANDSOME, SO BEAUTIFUL, AND THE BEST ANGELS GOD COULD EVER GIVE A MOTHER AND WE WILL MAKE IT BECAUSE OF HIM, AND ALL THE GREAT ANGELS HE HAS BROUGHT TO US..NOW SLEEP WELL MY ANGELS FOR TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY OF FREEDOM, LOVE AND PEACE...THIS STICKER IS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO SUPPORT MY TIME ON IMVU PLEASE DONATE TO KEEP MY STORY OUT THERE FOR OTHERS TO SEE